Quest

From the first day
When I made my cry
a music to my beloved
till the last breath
I owe to the thirsty elements
I am bereaved
for my zealous efforts
tracing desires of
a natural entity…

my attires
of follies…
Life apprehended
in its fervent nutshell.

Weakened
by the darkness of destiny,
an anonymous caller,
my dawns marauded…

Reality unveiled
The shades of survival…
An effigy of self,
Tormented by the
Codes of persistence
Until I find my abode
All so special
In silence

Leaving the cries
To those beloved
Ever to propagate…

A reward of life
Forgotten
While being alive
And when fail…
So simple the truth is!

Steered by an esteem
Of no serene seduction
Triggered is this journey
Who leads and
Who follows….

I just felt like...

Life!
Gone for a few days...
Back for a few days...
Wonders of thoughts
Worrying hearts
Whispers of self
Spoke or not?

A soul,
A brain,
and the mind.
Encompassing....
An aura called body!

Austere yet anonymous
The spirit the stateless!
So longing for the bodies,
Its ethereal journey embodies
A desire, may we call it destiny!

Fusion of formless and the form
A rhapsody of cosmic dance.
Matter exists; nor it does
Signs of vacuum
A discreet welcome!

The flow of self
Progresses to where it came from!
Feign actions perturb
The ecstatic innateness
A rule we made,
But never followed!

Secrets of longings
Vital belongings
Disguised and undisclosed

Life,
Gone for a few days,
Back for a few days...

Merely lived
Meets no end
Whispers of self
Heard or not?

How do I call it?

One of those days...they say,
for those moments that linger
in the backyards of the heart...


Much to the dismay
often administer awe and yielding remorse…


Overly emphasized
the perceptions
stood around like a uncouth landlord!


No recourse; unseen reflections
Of the fragile future
Dissuaded by meagre hopes
I walked in my lands
Where no lords existed…


Privileged and prudent
The stroll surrounded by the thorns
Of idiosyncrasies
Self interrogated its validity!

Thoughts… why just for us?
I wondered what the souls unseen
To the kingdom of animals
Would lurk upon…

Why these shades and why questions?
What lasts and what vanishes….?
Negating my optimism,
Wrinkles of time
Dissolved into itself....


My questions embedded
in me
yet as an adversary
Rolled me in and out


Are these vicinities just me?
As I stroll
As I stumble
As I envisage....


How do I call it?

Ahead....

Like a recluse, the darkness
Wore an attire of silence...

With no boundaries
existence dwindled
into the fathom;
the solitude
oozed into fantasies....

The thirst of life
surrendered to a vastness
The frivolous bouquets of
passing memories
rest on you.

Velocities veered
into vintage
I embraced
the exotic expanses
of these journeys...

You marvelled
A reciprocation!
Agonies of uncertainties
being an antagonist
you reprimanded....
The ego!

From the minuscule oceans
I resurrected...

Alluring obligations
driven toward the daybreak

I just embarked
on the journey I just wiped away
The protagonist way....

I depart,
searching for my path!
Like blindfolded
with no clues....
Will you shed some light?

Rhetoric of myself...

A day like any other
inner alone; outer arbitrary
stirred and simulated
Nostalgic reincarnations!

Forever the hind side,
the sovereign self,
seek amelioration;
never withstood;
the outer
amalgamation
faked ethics....

A vision
Wanting farther horizons
unfurled its gaze
lingering to the wisdom of
a serene migration

The fondest of my urges
sped past my will
soothing the eccentric
Embodiment of whims and fancies

Neither was I drawn
nor withdrawn
the verses of time decipher
into the hymn of mystery
Sown by yesterdays
Silently surpassing
Unto the unknown
The stories of soul
Begin and,

A day like any other....